Thursday, September 06, 2007

admist the mugging...

"...but then i go and spoil it all by saying something stupid like i love you"

such a nice and jolly song even tho the lyrics are so regretful and stuff... but yea anyway!! it's so confusing that ppl can change so fast. there's a trend in there somewhere but sometimes it's real hard to see the big picture.

but then again, it's not just the big picture that matters right? after all, the times in my life that i treasure and remember the most are like clips of a motion picture, or sections of a graph. doesn't matter what the general shape of the graph was... all that mattered was that the graph was at a peak.

moments of magic. one moment in time. such apt phrases to describe what life is made out of - "moments"
*editted: oh found a word in my ki txtbk on the topic of language. "Awarẻ" - the feeling engendered by ephemeral beauty. ok cannot find a word more succint (or rather, there isn't a precise equivalent word in english)

smth nice happened today... my study routine recently is: go to school in the morning arnd 8, study until 6+ when mum picks me up to go home. i got a msg from shang out of the blue today, saying that he was bored and asking whether i wanted to cycle. lolz i agreed and i called wen and she was in school too. so we all trooped home and met at 6 at old rosyth. so that was disrupting both our regular mugging schedules, a few days before the prelims, just cos someone initiated smth. cycling... wasn't "productive". it wasn't pure exercise... it was lazy and relaxing cycling. from a practical viewpoint, a complete waste of time under these circumstances. i do know that this isn't the case... but what's amazing is that they knew too! they were so willing to just cycle lazily and just languish in time spent with each other, and just sitting somewhere and chatting. angels sometime really pop up in the most amazing places.

is there some inverse relationship between the valueing of relationships and charisma? lolz interesting observation. but kiZ says problems of induction and causation and uhh... deterministic POVs are flawedZ so cannot generalize. yupZ. study this further.

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